storypaint | Clipped (Yue/Clow)

Comm: 30_angsts (planned claim)
Words: 138
Fandom: Cardcaptor Sakura
Title: Clipped
Author: rhap_chan
Theme(s): 1. Broken
Pairing/Characters: Yue/Clow Reed
Rating: G
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Summary: When Clow died, Yue felt broken.

How harsh it is for you to make a bird and then break its wings, Master. You didn't consider what you were doing when you hobbled me, did you? You wanted someone to love you who would live forever, someone you wouldn't have to lose. You forgot that I would have to lose you, Master Clow.

Humans should not play God. Someone always ends up hurt. God should not play God. If He has the power, then why are we all unhappy?

You hobbled my proud feet, clipped my desires, and all my feathers snapped the day you died. I will never fly for you again. You have gone somewhere I can never go, Master. You, who built me for love and loyalty. I may be the older guardian, but I was the test, wasn't I? This is why I do not see a mirror of my pain in Cerberus's golden eyes.

I let her take my hand, and I like her sunniness (for you truly were a moody man, my creator), but your memories will never fade.

The day you died, you killed me, Clow.